Why is it when you think that things in your life are going not too bad.You always seem to run into a wall . Well I am getting sick and tired of running into walls all the time. ANd I do not know what to do anymore. Sure I talk all tough and act as if nothing is wrong in my life,I know that I may have fooled some of you but I know I haven't fooled alot of you. I really just do not know what to do anymore. I feel like just giving up.I came here to blog stream to sind some new friends and to which I have found a few and then on the other hand I have found some people that I really just do not know about. ITs like whatthe hell am I doing here anyways. WHy don't people out there just give me a flippen break. I feel like I am going fucking loosing my mind what little I have left. I am of whats arround the next corner for me in this so called life that I am living.I fell last fall and hurt my knee really bad and the other two that live here Hubby and son really do not give a shit about me anymore I ask for a little help and what do I get?? I get yelled at cause they have had a bad day. I might as well be living on my own for all the help that I get here. I thought that the marriage vows were in sickness and health does that include a disability. I cook and I clean to the best of my ability and that still isn't enough. What Am I ever to do?? I got no answer for that tonight. I thought that hubby was the one that was suspose to take care of me.. Yeah !! Right was I wrong..The people out there that have jobs to go to are the lucky ones I have no job. Its not that I do not want one it is the fact that Hubby will not let me work so does that give him the right to Bitch about stuff arround here I think not. Iget a allowence from him every week and thats ok but by the time I am done spending most of it on pills just so I can walk and then go to sleep everynight that leave me with not a hell of alot of MONEY...I do realize that I am better off then alot of you folks out there. But I think that all I am asking for is a little respect.. Thats not to too much to ask is it.

Thankyou for taking the time to read this stupid blog of mine and leaving your comments. But I am off to bed.. Goodnight all fellow bloggers. Please stay safe...
Ontario,Canada
Gloria

HAppy easter yall!!!!!!!!!!!

Just stopping by to wish everyone a safe and Happy Easter!!!!!!!!



We are having a typical Easter week end up here in Canada.This being the first of many long week-ends of course it it raining. I actually saw a camper come into the Village yestersday. Don't get me wrong its not that I don't like tourists, I was just not ready for them yet??
So if you all get a chance to come to Canada here where I live there is a Provincal Park if you like the camping scene or we have a few bed and breakfasts in the VIllage.We are not quite in the boonies we even have a grocery store and a hardward store,and lots of places to eat.So come one come all but just let me know when you are coming so I can go on vacation.
Until then stay safe and keep warm or cool which ever you got to do.
Ontario,Canada
G

Stereo TYping........



I'm skinny, so I must be bulemic.

I'm emo, so I must cut my wrists.

I'm black, so I must be on welfare.

I'm Hispanic, so I must be dirty.

I'm Asian, so I must love math.

I'm Jewish, so I must be greedy.

I'm gay, so I must have AIDS.

I'm a lesbian, so I must live in San Francisco.

I'm Arab, so I must be a terrorist.

I'm a single mom, so I must be a slut.

I'm old, so I probably cant drive.

i'm quiet so i must be a bitch.

I'm overweight, so I most likely have a problem with self control.

I'm religious, so I must shove my beliefs down your throat.

I'm republican, so I must not care about poor people.

I'm democrat, so I must not believe in being responsible.

I'm from the south, so I must be white trash.

I take anti-deppressants, so I must be crazy.

I'm a guy, so I only want to get into your pants.

I'm a girl, so I must think irrationally.

I'm Irish, so I must have a bad drinking problem.

I cry, so I must be suicidal.

I'm Indian, so I must own a 7-11.

I'm Native American, so I must dance around a fire screaming like a savage, or be apart of a gaming casino.

I dont live with my child, so I must be a dead beat dad.

I'm athletic, so I must be stupid.

I'm a prep, so I must eat and breathe Abercrombie and Fitch and Hollister.

I'm a teenager, so I must drink and do drugs.

I drink so something must be wrong.

I'm a cheerleader, so I must be a whore.

I'm a punk, so I must do drugs.

I'm young, so I must be naive.

I'm rich, so I must be a snob, conceided.

I wear black, so I must be gothic.

I'm blonde so anything that comes out my mouth shouldn't matter cause im just a stupid ditz.

I'm white, so I must be a nagging, steal your money kind of
girlfriend.

I'm in band, so i must be a band geek.

I have different intrests, so i must be a freak.

Bottom line is that stereotypes are wrong, and the only way we can get rid of them is to make people aware of them! If you agree that predjeduces and stereotypes are wrong. Repost this, with the title that best fits your mold! And make others aware (oh and if you know any other stereotypes please add to the list).

My additions . . . (I am Canadian-that makes me???I never use the (N) word....I feel when you call others names you might as well look in the mirror..When you stereo Type another person take a long look in the MIRROR!!!)You are not looking close enough!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks Mr. Adam we shall get this passed along------>

I know that I haven't written a blog in a while. so I will give it my best. I have been cruising the stream. there are alot of people out there that are confused with life in general.Then there are the people that have theirs lives and are hanging on for dear life hoping that it will never end. I guess I am kinda glad that my life is the way it is. But some how that is about to change..How?? you ask?? Well I am not really sure but I just got this gut feeling that it is..I guess you could say that my life hasn't had any bumps in the road lately...And that means to me that there will be soon.. Whether it be my health or someone else's close to me I do not know.It makes you stop and ...And stop and appreciate the little things that your life has to offer.Even if it is a simple as reading all of your blogs and getting to know each one of you a little better.I really don't even know what I am trying to say here I guess maybe I am just babbling.The things that I do know is that I love my children and my grand children and both of my parents are still alive and I talk to them at least twice a day or more. I have a best Friend her name is Eleanore.My in-laws are still alive they may not be in the greatest health but they are both still alive.
I have been married to my husband for...lets see...it will be 30 years this Nov.2006.WOW!!!!!!!!!!Thats a long time to be with the same man.We have gone through the last 29 yrs with lots of bumps and some bruises along the way but most couples do...Don't they?? Life isn't always perfect.It can't be !!!
I was thinking the other day what if it were all to stop.You know everything just STOPPED!!There are so many millions of people whos lives would just come to a end.
Have you ever been driving in your car down the road listening to a song on the radio watching the birds fly in the sky, and a dog run accross the open field and associate it with the song that you were listening too. Can you picture it in your mind??
And another thing that I have been thinking about alot lately is my age.If I could only be 10 years younger just for one day,one week...
Would I have done things differently..WHo knows!!!!!!!!!!!
Maybe I could have made the outcome of my life different by making different choices back then??? Well thats all I got for now.Thanks for taking the time to read my blog.
Keep warm or cool and please stay safe.

Ontario,Canada
G.