Well as you fellow bloggers out there that have been reading my blogs know that I have had a terrible week. And I am not sure how this has happened but I am finding myself getting more and more depressed. My mood swings are unreal and I know that is not whom I am...ANd Yes depression hurts all over.I find that when I get this way I can barely walk,and sometimes I can barely concentrate.
I am thankful for all of your encouraging thoughts and all the 's.I am just really down not sure if I can get through this one.There is so much more of me that I myself do not even understand, maybe I should write a novel.
So everyone out there stay safe and enjoy the new weather....
Ontario, Canada
GLoria

Well I was thinking of doing my Five Friday Fun facts but I just don't have it in me tonight. It has been one of those weeks. You know those kind that I am talking about if anything could go wrong it has. My mom best and only friend Sandy passed away Wed. night. And today I had my mom to the hospital sat there for almost 5 hrs and she didn't get into see anyone. So my dad came and took my place and I came home. After she finally got seen by a very slow DR. they thought that she might be getting a blot clot in her leg!!!! Thats all we need...They put her on blood thinners by needle and she gets 2 more. But then on Monday we have the service to go to for her friend. My mom has heart problems as well as being a dibetic. I am so worried about her. That she will get threw these next few days with out anything going wrong..Cause she will be 80 this yr. and I worry about her and my dad all the time.I guess you could say it was the way they brought me up...
I thank them everyday for bringing me up like they did I think that has alot do to with the way my kids turned out,you know.
I got 3 really good level headed kids. And I am proud of them all.
Ok folks I guess that is it for me tonight.
Stay safe and enjoy the weather.
Ontario,Canada
Gloria

1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.

5. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special and unique.

9. Someone that you don't know even exists loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance at getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, you probably sooner or later will get it.

13. Always remember compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they're great.



Stay safe all my blogger friends.

Ontario,Canada
Gloria

Well needless to say I am still really mad at both hubby and son.But they like it when I get mad they call it their quiet time. I went today to get a price on a new set of teeth I had all of my bottom ones out last yr. Since I have had a top plate for the last 24 yrs. I thought maybe just maybe I could just get them to make me the bottom ones but OH!! NO!!!! You got to get them in a set who knew..... So now I got to come up with are you sitting down for this $1500.00...Yes thats!! what I said $1500.00 just so I can chew food.... So I am urging people out there that still have their own teeth to TAKE CARE OF THEM!!!!ANd if you have dental insurance USE!!!!! IT!!!!!!.My hubby is a truck driver so nope we have no insurance for stuff like that. I guess I will just have to get a job....I was planning on getting teeth,then to lose some of this extra weight and then maybe quit smoking...Yeah !! Right!!So now I qill just smoke more worrying where in the hell that I am going to get that kind of $$ from. MAybe it will fall out of the sky?????

Other then that floks all is calm and needless to say QUIET!! on the Russian Front.
Stay safe and enjoy the weather..
Ontario,Canada
Gloria

I love this and thought you would also.
>>>
>>>
>>>
>>> Before I was a Mom
>>>
>>>
>>> Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a
>>>lullaby.
>>> I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
>>> I never thought about immunizations.
>>> Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on.
>>> Pooped on.
>>> Chewed on.
>>> Peed on.
>>> I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.
>>> I slept all night.
>>> Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors
>>>could do tests.
>>> Or give shots.
>>> I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
>>> I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
>>> I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.
>>> Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I
>>>didn't want to put it down.
>>> I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't
>>>stop the hurt.
>>> I never knew that something so small could affect my life so
>>> much.
>>> I never knew that I could love someone so much.
>>> I never knew I would love being a Mom.
>>> Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart
>>>outside my body.
>>> I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.
>>> I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.
>>> I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so
>>>important and happy.
>>> Before I was a Mom - I had never gotten up in the middle of the
>>>night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
>>> I had never known the warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache,
>>>The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
>>> I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a
>>> Mom.
>>>
>>> And before I was a Grandma, I didn't know that all those "Mom"
>>>feelings more than doubled when you see that little bundle being held by
>>>"your baby"...
>>>
>>> Send this to someone who you think is a special Mom or Grandma. I
>>>just did.
>>> And remember that behind every successful mother... Is a basket
>>> of
>>>dirty laundry.

Keep safe all my blog friends..
Ontario,Canada
Gloria