A little change now and again is good I say........I want to thank Miss trisha for showing me the ropes here and how to change the background and stuff...................THANKS TRISHA
Well it has been a while since my last post.I mean a real one you know the kind that comes from the heart

not just a copy and paste one from a email

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Well lets see I kinda got myself into a emotional rut of sorts..I have been visiting PolarB's new blog quite a bit lately and let me tell you it sure has helped.. All the positive energy thats there in her writings and stuff.
I am not saying that the rest of you don't have good blogs or anything ..not at all. Just that it seems that my higher power has lead me to hers....
You know I really hate life esp. when it comes to being parents to your parents. I hate having to talk to my daddy like he was a little kid.......I try hard not too............BUt I catch myself doing it all the time..
I worry so much about my parents. they are getting up there now both in their early 80's.
And I don't remember if any one remembers me speak of my daughter that is going through to be a medical doctor. Well she has come to the last part of medical school and will soon graduate this MAy to be exact. Well she haas to now decide where she wants to attend for the next 2 -3 yrs as a resident Dr. She has 4 choices.
1.London, Ont- that would be ok only because it is close to home(me)
2. ThunderBay,Ont-way to far from home(me)
3. Sudbury,Ont.- its about 61/2 hrs from home (me)
4. Hamilton,Ont- thats where she has been for the past 3 yrs 1 1/2 hrs from home (me)
She is really thinking about going to Sudbury and I am pushing her to go where the best program for her is but in reality I am sitting here crying my eyes out knowing that she is going 6 1/2 hrs away from home (me)
I guess thats when I realized that she will only be 6 1/2 hrs from me now thats really not that far from home..Its hard pushing someone away in the direction that you know that they need to go.

When you really do not want them to leave

BUt it is for the best..
And then with my son's girlfriend soon to be wife..I really don't know about her

She is 23 and you would think that she would be able just to get up and help arround her a bit wouldn't you??????????????Nope not a chance in HELL!!!!!!!!!!
I know that I am depressed and I know that I need to do something about it soon or I will not beable to come up for air.......
So if the above seems like nothing to all of you remember it is MY life.I am not sure if I want top write anymore at this time.. Maybe next time..Until then may you all stay warm and keep yourselves safe and out of harms way.
Ontario,Canada
Gloria