ARe there those of you out there that have days like I am having.. I am unsure on how to explain it to you.. I will call it a emptyness from with in ones soul.
I sit here at this Computer typing what I am unsure of all the while holding back the urge to cry , scream and bellow it all out for the world to hear.I may come off to you seeming to be the alright person the one that has it all when this is far far from the truth. I have nothing.I have people in my real life that say that they LOVE me but when the need to show me that LOvE when I ask its never there....
Just another friggin day in my life.. Still holding back the urge to scream and ask why am I here !!!!!!!!!!!! THe what ifs come back to haunt me every once in a while as they have today.What if I had stayed away and not returned to this place others here call home and that I just call a HOUSE. What if?????
could my life have been any better out there on my own????
Why am I expected to be the one to wait on everyone here why can't the roles change for one sec one milsec what if??
Why do I endure this life of mine why not just let it go and walk away why not??
Am I just stuck here like everyone else.........
HAs my life had no meaning what so ever ...........well has it?????
Why am I sitting here in front of this Computer Why??? Tell me???
The crying has begun and not know where its going to stop for today.
Thats all WHAT IFS!!!!!!!!!!

Gloria

Memory was something you lost with age
An application was for employment
A program was a TV show
A cursor used profanity
A keyboard was a piano
A web was a spider's home
A virus was the flu
A CD was a bank account
A hard drive was a long trip on the road
A mouse pad was where a mouse lived

and if you had a 3 inch floppy . .

. . you just hoped nobody ever found out!?!


HAppy Almost Week end!!!!!!!

Gloria

OK all the good folks of BLOGSTREAM go and look at this:

http://simplyybr.blogstream.com/v1/pid/228160.html

Its all something everyone here needs to read..

Yes that means you!!!!!!!

Gloria

N O W !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mammogram







A woman, in her fifties, is at home happily jumping unclothed, on her bed and squealing with delight.



Her husband watches her for a while and asks, 'Do you have any idea how ridiculous you look? What's the matter with you?'



The woman continues to bounce on the bed and says, 'I don't care, what you think. I just came from having a mammogram and the doctor said that not only am I healthy, but I have the breasts of an 18 year-old.'



The husband replies, 'What did he say about your 55-year old ass?'



'Your name never came up,' she replied.

Thatas what my day has been like today..
FOr starters I am very unhappy with the way that I look. I am over weight I know. BUt when you have sore knees like mine and every step I take its like shooting pains running up and down each leg then what is one to do....I have always had a belly on me...I guess that I just have week stomach muscles oe something.
My daughters wedding is comin up this year and I really do not want to go. I feel embarressed and I am sure that she does too..I guess some ppls can accept the way they look.. But when I walk by a store window and see my reflection I sure do NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIke what I see.
MOre later can barley keep eyes open

Goodnight

Gloria