What is a person to do???
Answer this please for me if you can??
Here is the problem all rolled up into a nut shell so to speak..
I am sitting here holding back the tears that I know will soon come. I have this empty feeling inside of me . Not knowing what to do about it.
To make a very long story short Hubby and I are still on Holidays just until tonight and our sons G/F has invited her friends down to go out boating and I guess they are staying for supper. Mind you I do not mind feeding them..Its just that since you need a boating license here and being that hubby is the only one that has one he has to go out for the boat ride too....
I am left here to cook supper.
Why can't they see that I am a human being just like they are why do they only see me as a cook and someone that picks up after them all...
I am the one with the broken TOE!!!!!!! for crying out loud....
I am the one that has to go up and down the frigging stairs....
Wouldn't they all look if they got back here from boating and the note on the cupboard said have fun cooking your supper..
But that is not whom I am I guess
I am just getting so fed up here maybe its times for me to move on.. I do not feel like they appriecate me..Never a thankyou mom for getting supper or doing the wash......I tell them I Love them everyday......Maybe I am asuming the wrong.. WHo know!!!!
I sure will be glad to be back at work tomorrow.. I
Maybe it will help take my mind off of stuff..
Like why is it I find myself crying for no reason at all is it that I miss my daughter that has moved to North Bay 5 hrs from here.SHe at least kept her promise not to leave the Province. And we have the internet and the phone to keep in touch with... But she left lastnight to go to her new home and I miss her already....
My daughter always was the one to keep peace here with her brother and sister.....
Well I guess she will be doing it from 5 hrs away...
I am sorry to rant and rave but this is my only meeans of having a outlet... Sure I would love to go outside and scream at the top of my lungs but someone would call the police for sure..........Thinking something was wrong or just because they are being nosey..
If I come back in an afterlife I want to come back as a man.. They get waited on hand and foot.....
well got to go and get supper started .........Later and thanks for taking the time to read mine..
Gloria
